Just a few words... the reason God never granted me a life with her, i now understand why. it only took me ~20 years to understand.
but God does work in misterious ways.
in a way i am glad it never worked out. because i would never of been happy with her in my life. and i would of been submiting to her whims like her husband ended up doing.
i found out that life is not about submitting but finding that asset a exploring possable ways it could make both of you happy. it's not about give and take but it is about finding the person who you are compatable with.
someone who you can lookat and say, even if we have our disagreements, i made the right choice.
