Thursday, February 28, 2013
i am not stalking anyone!!!
even though i claimed this URL from Nevada, i know she thinks i am stalking her, i am not. or if i am i am not doing it on purpose. it changes my whole attitude towards someone. to be called a stalker. that is a reason i hate CJ, because she called me one once. i have better things to do than look at some woman's blog. and apparently you don't have anything better to do either since you are here reading this.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
What more could i ask for?
She got married, she is happy about that, i never wanted any harm to come to that happiness. but what if? the question that i have 15 years later.
what if?
what if she responded differently to the letters i stuffed into her locker.
what if i did not have my first psychotic episode at that time in history when our so called relationship was about to have a fighting chance?
what if she ever liked me back, but never had the courage to tell me?
what if she knew how i felt about her ever since i first met her in grade 2?
what if my dream world became reality and vice versa?
what if i could truly replace her, with someone else?
what if?
what if she responded differently to the letters i stuffed into her locker.
what if i did not have my first psychotic episode at that time in history when our so called relationship was about to have a fighting chance?
what if she ever liked me back, but never had the courage to tell me?
what if she knew how i felt about her ever since i first met her in grade 2?
what if my dream world became reality and vice versa?
what if i could truly replace her, with someone else?
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